I admit it.  I’m having a trust issue.  Over a week into the summer and still no job.  No one wants to hire some one who will be moving away in 2 months.  If they do, they only want to give about 12 hours a week.  Soon I will have to pay rent among many other things and I have started to worry.  My worry and anxiety is a little road sign to my trust issue.  

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I watched August Rush last night (a very good movie in my opinion) and there is a quote from the movie that has stuck with me.  This man takes in Evan(the young boy who has run away from the orphanage) and when Evan is missing this man’s daughter asks him if he thinks anything bad happened to him.  To this the man replies “If his Father loves him like He should then He’ll do what’s best for His son”.  That is something that is so true that I have got to remember.

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In addition to that, God has never let me down before.  He has always made provision in the place that He has lead.  His character does not change.  He is not any different now than He was then.  I think I need to spend more time with my Father and less time on my own.  It’s time to let go.